I cannot reverse what I have lost

Feeling so unwilling to let go.
Time flies,
Happy & sad,
it already pass you by,
I wanna tell you something,
I wanna give you something,
Honey, i miss you!!
Don't you know you're like a bomb,
You changed me into a good way,
but now you're gone, you are just left behind, far behind,
brings those love that i needed.
Honey, thank you, i learned it from the hard way.
I promise i have to treat myself better,
not like my life are now in terrible mess.

Thank You JN.